Sunday, December 9, 2007

'''My Craft'''




i really love to edit pictures!!! i just couldn't find the time to learn photoshop.. hehe..

Saturday, December 1, 2007

Antenna Power!!!




Here comes the biggest antenna!!!! woohooo!!!! it was for our Communication3 Laboratory class..

PASKO NAH!!! PASKO NAH!!!




nakipicture kme nina june at tert s mga tindang parol ni ate.. hehe..

Sunday, November 4, 2007

Monday, August 6, 2007

Friday, August 3, 2007

Dashboard Confessional - Dusk and Summer




Recorded by John Branum at the atlanta civic center on 7-24-06.

"Mommy"



Hers is a hand that feels like silk

As if it was dipped in milk

Hers is a touch so tender and warm

Makes you feel serene and away from harm

 

I have grown with hate and depression

Under the authority of love and passion

All this I will put on use

On the journey of gain and abuse

 

My upbringing I owe to thee

Without hesitation on my plea

A weapon I dearly grasp

In a battle of deceit and trust

 

Thanks to you my everdearest

Because of you I'm truly blessed

So firm yet so kind

A selfless being that's hard to find

Dusk and Summer

DUSK AND SUMMER

by Dashboard Confessional

She smiled in a big way;
The way a girl like that smiles,
When the world is hers.
And she held your eyes,
Out in the breezeway, down by the shore,
In the lazy summer.

And she pulled you in.
And she bit your lip.
And she made you hers.
She looked deep into you as you lay together,
Quiet in the grasp of dusk and summer.

But you've already lost.
But you've already lost.
But you've already lost.
When you only had barely enough to hang on.

And she combed your hair.
And she kissed your teeth.
And she made you better than you’d been before.
And she told you bad things you wished you could change,
In the lazy summer.

And she told you, laughing down to her core,
So she would not cry,
As she lay in your lap.
And she said, "Nobody here can live forever;
Quiet in the grasp of dusk and summer."

But you've already lost.
But you've already lost.
But you've already lost.
When you only had barely enough to hang on.

She said "No one is alone the way you are alone."
And you held her looser than you would’ve if you ever could've known.
Some things tie your life together,
With slender threads and things to treasure.
Days like that should last and last and last.

But you've already lost.
But you've already lost.
But you've already lost.
When you only had barely enough of her to hang on.
Hang on.
Hang on.
Hang on.

Tuesday, July 31, 2007

BLOGS FROM FRIENDSTER

i just posted my blogs from friendster here.. those with date and time.. hehe..

supposed to be.. hp7..

i'm supposed to be doing a proposal for our project study.. actually, i'm running out of time.. but a single blog won't really hurt? will it? hehe..

just finished reading hp7!!!! i'm sleepy like hell coz i read it using my fone.. and my eyes were definitely soooper exhausted! oh well, it's worth it nman e.. hehe.. i felt ecstatic while reading it but somewhat sad coz i know it'll be the last and i won't be having any more adventures with harry.. it'll be great to have a next book but i think it's best for it to end with the 7th book.. for harry will always be in our hearts (cheeeesy! haha.. i'm so fanatic!!!).. i will buy those 7 hardbound books!!  i swear! and will read it over agian! and the 7 dvd's when finished.. haha..

oh well.. i think i'm gonna take a bath first before i continue my proposal.. hehe..=)

aNg t0t00...

02-09-2007 at 06:47 AM

ang totoo...

nakakapagod...

i don't care what u say...

i won't be affected...

kala mo ba masaya ko s gani2...

akala mo lang un...

pero lhat ng akala male!...

kelan pa nging masaya ang makasakit...

nakakapanghina...

nakakalungkot...

matapos ang lahat, wala pa ring nanalo...

hindi siya...

hindi rin siya...

at lalong hindi ako...

gusto kong lumayo...

malayo sa lahat ng ito...

paalam.

ExTaCy

04-16-2007 at 03:28 AM

sobrang saya khapon... ng-mass kme s greenbelt then kumaen ng chicken with ranch bbq sauce, potato salad and asian pasta... yummei! sumakit tyan ko! sarap sobra!=)

after, nanuod kme ng muvi, "ang cute ng ina mo"... aw! sobrang nkktwa!!! kinabagan ako ng husto!!! magaling! hehe...=)

ansaya tlga khapon, kso back to ojt nah nman... hai, 2 days pah lan ako pero bored to death nah ko! ayoko ng clerical work!!! huhu... peo nice nman ung mga pipol kea ayoz nah rn... kzo xe ka2antok ung clerical work e... tpos mag-isa pah kong nglu2nch... super-lungkot... pero okei nah xe bukz kzma ko nah cna roz, juneng, tan2, ate klarisse at topak... hehe... nde ko man cla ksma s dept, at least me ksabay akong pumsok, kumaen at umuwi! yey! hehe...

ciao!=)

```nUmB```

02-03-2007 at 06:18 AM

to you who keeps on hurting me,

i'm sorry but you ain't gonna win.

to you who keeps on loving me,

i'm sorry but i won't fall once more.

if you want me,

then play mAh game...

brokenhearted

Lifes not over
I can start again
While Im lonely brokenhearted
Its a hurting thing to get over

Im young but Im wise
Enough to know that you
Dont fall in love overnight
Thats why I thought if i
Took my time that everything
In love would be right

But as soon as I closed my eyes
I was saying to love goodbye
But I guess im

Lonely brokenhearted
Lifes not over
I can start again
While Im lonely brokenhearted
Its a hurting thing to get over

No more empty conversation
Next time I will be totally sure
Dont want the pain of falling
In and out of love
Its more
Than my poor heart should endure

So I listen to all the advice
And remember each time I cry
But I guess im

Lonely brokenhearted
Lifes not over
I can start again
While Im lonely brokenhearted
Its a hurting thing to get over

hApPei dEi

01-29-2007 at 05:03 AM

i got my student permit in driving today! am sooo happpy!!! yaz!!!!!!!!! weee!!!!!!! good luck 2 meeh...=)

this one's for you

12-08-2006 at 01:36 AM

i'm letting you go for some reason that i, myself, still cannot explain clearly...

i'm letting you go coz i can't give, just yet, my whole being...

i'm letting you go not b'coz i do not care but b'coz i have this fear in me...

a fear that i can't set free...

i'm letting you go coz i'm still grieving for a yesterday i've left behind...

i'm letting you go coz i've nothing to offer but broken pieces of me...

and i love you, that is why...

iSaNg pAnAnAw uKoL sA pAg-iBig...

AnG PaGmaMahaL duMadaTinG sa TaManG oRas At TamaNg paGkaKataOn.

MinsaN SiniSiSi Pa NatiN anG saRiLi NaTin KuNg BaKiT NgaYon Mo LaNg NaLamaNg MahaL Mo Sya…

KunG aLam Mo LaNg...

NgaYon Mo LanG Yon NaLaMan Kasi EtO unG TiNataWag Na "TAMANG PANAHON"..

So We ThiNk Of LoVe As a PasT TimE… FLinG at TrIp LaNg… YunG MaHaL Nya NgayOn… BuKas HiNdi Na... BoYfriENd Nya NgaYon Pero TaNggaP Nya Na IsaNg aRaw TaTawaGin Nya  din Yung "EX"…

MataGal Nga, inaAboT pa Ng taOn pErO ILaNg taoN??1? 2? 3? Tapos PaG nagKakaSawaAn na NagAAyaWaN Na At MaY iBa NamaN Na NagTataGal LanG ng TaoN daHiL naNghihiNayaNg sa PinagsamaHan…

BaTa Pa MasYado aNg

ganoNg magmahaL...

MaY iBa NaMaN Na MasYadOng SeryoSo At SenSiTiBo Pag DatIng Sa baGay Na yAn… YuNg TipO Ng TaoNg haNdaNg iRisK AnG laHat… MagBigaY… MagParaYa… PaRa LaNg DoN sa TaoNg maHaL Nya…

MerOn PaNg Iba DyaN Na PiniPigiLaN YunG naRaRaMdaMaN Nya KasI HigH

ScHoOL Pa LaNg O Di Kaya TeEnAgER PaLaNg, GuSto Nya KasIng MaGiNg siLa NuNg taOng Yon Sa paNahoNg seryosoHan Na… YunG SiGuraDo Na Sya Na Yung TaoNg Yun Nga, ang >GuSto NyanG makaSama PaNghaBanG BuhaY… KumBaga "TAMANG PANAHON"…

ThErE's This QuOTaTioN SaYinG:

"i don’t care how many lips you’ve kissed...

i don’t care how many women you've embraced…

i don’t care how many ladies heard you say you love them...

alll i care is the future...

not to be you're FIRST but to be you're LAST…”

MaSaRap MagmaHaL nG TaOng MahAL ka Din…YunG feELiNg Nyo SouLmaTe Kayo…

KAYA KUNG

PARA

SAYO TALAGA

SIYA… ILANG TAON MAN KAYO DI MAGKITA… ILANG TAO MAN ANG MAHALIN NIYA… GAANO MAN SIYA KALAYO O MARAMI MANG HADLANG… MAGKIKITA PA RIN KAYO KUNG TALAGANG PARA KAYO SA ISA'T ISA...

pAg-iBiG???...

HinDi HinahaNap Yan… Kusa yAnG

duMaRaTinG sa "TAMANG PANAHON

stupid me

12-06-2006 at 10:56 AM

i hate myself for being so tactless... so stupid... think first... not everyone understands you... tzk tzk tzk... and now i feel so bad...

world trade

12-06-2006 at 10:51 AM

the reason kung bkt ako sumama knina, it's b'coz i want to... but also a part of me says that it's b'coz of him. i don't know. am i bored with __ that's why i'm missin him? but then, knina when i was totally missin him and all... it just fell apart xe he's so bitter to me khit wla kong gngwa s knia. sbhin b nmang di nah rw msaya xe me sumama nah nde nman kasali. how's that? taz knwen2 pah sken ni __ nah sbi rw nia knina ke __, di nah rw xa sa2yaw xe ksama ko! o di ba... hai... bt gnun? after all, i still think nah if we get back together or sumthin nde nman xa mgka2ganun e... ksalanan ko b? am i regretting what happened? am i still hoping nah kung magkaron ule ng sumthin smen he wouldn't be like that... hai... nu k b LYNNET! bt k gnian... still hoping? and you said nah hope is the brother of love! so i stil love him? of course! i'll always will. but is it enough to rebuild the relationship? if ever, i fear that we'll fall apart again... on the other hand, building a new relationship also leaves me with the fear of giving my all and finding out later that it's also not meant to be. i hate it b'coz when i love, i give everythin... di ko kaya ung partial lang ang ibigay... that's why i'm gonna end nah what me and __ have... nahihirapan nah xe ko e... i want to give him all but there's sumthin that's pulling me back... i guess i need time for myself to ponder and sort things out... nah... i'll have fun and eventually i hope that things will just fall into place...

stupidness...

12-06-2006 at 10:37 AM

why do i have to be so stupid??? why do i always share things with inappropriate persons... sharing myself to others, as if they'd understand... i can't blame them if they hate me for being ME... i think i just need to shut up and stop being so talkative when it comes to my private life... i guess i need to lessen my cozy feeling with people... i also can't blame them if they detest me coz they just don't understand it, simply b'coz they're not me... oh well... i feel low... i think people hate me... i think i'm bad... ='(

changes..

12-04-2006 at 06:15 AM

nkakapagod... things have changed... i think i've adjusted already but sometimes it just comes back. you know.. hehe...  i'm a freak!lhat nman ata tyo e. haha! nandamay pah! ahahaha! minsan andame kong naiicp. minsan nman i just go blank! ugh! hai. gulo ko noh. oh well...

knina xe i checked out his frndster and i suddenly missed him... still wondrin' how i lost the feeling... how i just can't find it nah... di ko nman cnasadya e, i'm impatient xe e. i hate waitin'... if i can be happy somewhere, i go... i look for happiness... un nah nga ung kinakatakot ko nung una e... i don't know if i'm gonna move on nah because if i do bka bumalik xa den i can't go back nah... and un nah nga ang ngyare! musta nman. hai... taz nlaman ko pang ngeemail pla cla ni __ s fwndzter last summer and recently dn. i don't know if they went out last summer. i wanna know! pero okei lang kung nagmeet nga cla. e pano nman kung mging cla ule... iniicp ko lang kung ano kea mara2mdman ko... hmmm...

actually, happy nman nah ko e. i mean i'm quite contented... payapa ko when i'm with __... ewan ko b kung bket msarap msaktan paminsan-minsan! ahahaha! freak tlga ko! hehe... nakakasawa n rn sarili ko. hai. anhaba ng patience ni __... hanggang san kea un. hehe. bad tlga ko! ahahaha. peo lablab ko un ha. pra xang depressant ko. sobrng calm ng feeling when i'm with him. i feel so loved... so blessed... yet still afraid... sna di xa magbago... natatakot tlga ko. hai... kung masa2ktan ule ako ng gnun 2nd tym around, di ko nah lam... hai... bhla nah... ayoko nang madaliin ang mga bagay-bagay... i'll just let everything flow...=)

i wish someday

12-05-2006 at 04:48 PM

i wish someday we'll be fine...

i wish someday forgiveness will reign...

i wish someday we'll be content...

i wish someday gratitude will fill the void...

'til that SOMEDAY my BABY...

ang kahapon

12-04-2006 at 05:58 AM

yesterday is but a past...

somethin' ought not to last...

still it's hurtin'...

still it's achin'...

still it's difficult...

not to go back to our yesterday...

The Castle in the Sky

Under the darkness of the skies,

Here we are trapped in each other's arms.

In this moment of reality,

Behold our world of fantasy.

   

As I cling to you with all my heart,

I longed for this instant to never stop.

And as you touched me with your bare hands,

I yearned for this rapture to be of without end.

   

I don't want to cease this ecstasy

For tomorrow is an uncertainty.

I want you to hold me like this forever

For we don't know if we'd be together.

   

While the moon garnished the empty sky,

I felt your compassion with mine.

From the emptiness of your soul

Comes the profundity of your affection.

   

Little by little, the time ticked to an end,

As we realize that our doziness isn't free.

Our today's reverie has come to its demise,

And the bedazzled us zapped back to reality.

   

I was then seized away by the wind,

To a panorama where there was no you.

There's nothing I could do,

But to whisper your name in solitude...

isang gabi

04-30-2006 at 11:58 AM

sa kalaliman ng gabi ako'y naririto pah rn! wahahaha! kumakanta ang radyo... tumutunog ang telepono! tagshing! weeeeeeeeeee!!!!=) save me from the fayer! adik! ako! wahahah!=) di ba sorbang halata! wakeke...=)

ilayo nio ko s putikang aking kinasasadlakan... dalhin nio ko s kadiliman n walang kasiguraduhan... ngunit nais kong makita ang liwanag na walang hanggan! wahahaha! balew n tlga@!=)

buti p ibang tao artistic... me outlet cla... panu nman kea ko... iiyak n lang lague... panu kung sawa n ko... enge nman ng outlet jn! ung 220 volts! wahahaah! juk b un! ahehehe...=)

ang selda ng buhai ai mahirap takasan... ang dahas ng salita ai tagos s buto... ang anino ng nakaraan ai di matinag... asus! trying hard copidog! wahahaha! kurne kurne n nman...=)

hanu b i2ng nagaganap s aking katauhan... kelngn bng mging gani2 ocasionaly??? wahahaha! pizh! weeeeeeee..........=)

an2k lang 2! nakakalasing pla ang kaantukan! daig ko p bangag e! wahahaha! balew lang... hahahah! yaw kow nah! alang kwenta 2! adios patria adorada! weeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!=)

LOST TRANQUILITY

04-12-2006 at 12:26 PM

 

tears streaked down my lonely face

much to my own amaze

my mind kept on thinking

my heart kept on feeling

   

the clock ticked

the lights blinked

fear swallowed my wholeness

fear took away my happiness

   

i wish i could not feel

all wounds that can't heal

i wish i could not think

of how i feel on everything

   

please take away my heart

please take away my soul

it's yours all along

i'm left with nothing but emptiness

i can't

04-12-2006 at 11:03 AM

i tried to supress it...

i tried to hide it...

but i just can't...

i cannot deceive myself...

neither can i accept the fact...

it's my heart and not my head...

it's in here not up there...

if only i can stop this unwanted feeling...

if only i can order my heart to ceize its life...

but i can't...

so it just keeps on hurting...

Monday, July 9, 2007

Sunday, May 27, 2007

Friday, May 25, 2007

bdei'06




i celebrated my bdei by treating my frnds to some pizza (sa tabi-tabi lan.. hehe..) and accompanying my sis in buying clothes for her xmas party (not pictured in here)..

mount sea.mp4




lei and jerwin on the slide!=)

postema scandal.mp4




nagwala c toit! pacnxa nah po.. hehe..=)

Monday, May 14, 2007

aRkDiA, mALaTe




a family night-out at arkdia, malate.. drink all u can! haha! uncle is soooo wasted!=)

Sunday, February 25, 2007

tAgAytAy eScApAdE




we had one of our location shoots at tagaytay city... we had so much fun! hehe...=)

Saturday, February 3, 2007

lonelinez

why do i feel so numb? is this what i want? hai... why is life so complicated? i miss those days when i know what i want... i miss those times when i know who i love... when my world revolve only around him... now, i am overprotected of myself... i have doubts and fears about that thing called love... i don't wanna fall again...

Wednesday, January 31, 2007

GA 063.MOV




i believe...=)

GA 061.MOV




highlight c wallei d2... hehe...

GA 062




galeng ni kembot!!!

triple trickz!

we've had our exams today... imagine! 3 examinations in a day! heck! communications theory, control systems and energy conversion... too bad... huhu... i failed the controlz and enercon... controlz... acceptable xe nde ko lam ung iba... kso kainiz ung enercon xe madali lan taz me na-overlook lan ako den mali nah xa lhat xe s umpiza ko ngkamale e... huhu... wish me luck... =)

Sunday, January 28, 2007

Amber's Christening




e2 nah ang reunion nmen ngeon ng aking mga hs frwndshipz! hehe...=)

holiday escapade




another trip to candelaria, zambales... island hopping... =)