world trade

12-06-2006 at 10:51 AM

the reason kung bkt ako sumama knina, it's b'coz i want to... but also a part of me says that it's b'coz of him. i don't know. am i bored with __ that's why i'm missin him? but then, knina when i was totally missin him and all... it just fell apart xe he's so bitter to me khit wla kong gngwa s knia. sbhin b nmang di nah rw msaya xe me sumama nah nde nman kasali. how's that? taz knwen2 pah sken ni __ nah sbi rw nia knina ke __, di nah rw xa sa2yaw xe ksama ko! o di ba... hai... bt gnun? after all, i still think nah if we get back together or sumthin nde nman xa mgka2ganun e... ksalanan ko b? am i regretting what happened? am i still hoping nah kung magkaron ule ng sumthin smen he wouldn't be like that... hai... nu k b LYNNET! bt k gnian... still hoping? and you said nah hope is the brother of love! so i stil love him? of course! i'll always will. but is it enough to rebuild the relationship? if ever, i fear that we'll fall apart again... on the other hand, building a new relationship also leaves me with the fear of giving my all and finding out later that it's also not meant to be. i hate it b'coz when i love, i give everythin... di ko kaya ung partial lang ang ibigay... that's why i'm gonna end nah what me and __ have... nahihirapan nah xe ko e... i want to give him all but there's sumthin that's pulling me back... i guess i need time for myself to ponder and sort things out... nah... i'll have fun and eventually i hope that things will just fall into place...