i can't

04-12-2006 at 11:03 AM

i tried to supress it...

i tried to hide it...

but i just can't...

i cannot deceive myself...

neither can i accept the fact...

it's my heart and not my head...

it's in here not up there...

if only i can stop this unwanted feeling...

if only i can order my heart to ceize its life...

but i can't...

so it just keeps on hurting...